cen·ter / ˈsen(t)ər/
the point from which an activity or process is directed, or on which it is focused.
We speak of things like “we fight from victory.” If the battle has been won, why do we continue to fight? Because though it has been won, all are still on an evolutionary path to overcome as well. It will continue until this first order has faded. Some of us are worn to the bone. But dry bones come to life, don’t they.
I mentioned yesterday that I like this magazine “Mantra Wellness”. It is full of bold art, graphics, and lots of quotes –I love all this. Have you ever got a magazine and it is nothing but ads? I love all the art in this magazine. It feels so fun to look at. There are also work pages as well. So, often when we get a little down time we tend to gravitate to the television. It is nice to have activities to center one’s self, to ground yourself.
To have victory as your starting place, your place that you fight from, the point from which an activity or process is directed, or on which it is focused, you change your perspective on everything that is happening. We must learn to fight from victory because knowing these cosmic powers have already lost, we can see the futility in every attempt towards us. We bear up.
Look at this work page:
Living intentionally takes focus.
I am daily trying to get stronger amidst all that I am facing alone and all of the government harassment and abuse I have had to endure. I want to pursue happiness. This is an inherent right. It is an unalienable right. No one, NO ONE, has the right to burn your house down.
Here is an article about introverts, and a page full of quotes. I love it.
“Solitude is a big deal for us introverts. Inner reflection is our energy source.”
“Sometimes you have to shut your eyes, so you can see the real beauty.” – Kilian Jornet
We take the time to remember to eat an apple because we are intentional with wanting good things going into our body. So it is with thoughts. Don’t forget to snack and feast on healthy things.
Perhaps you will find a quote that will be the healthiest way for you to start each day. Put it on your mirror. Live intentionally.
Living with and managing PTSD has been something I cannot describe at this point. I have mentioned that I have not had one of those really bad episodes in a while, and then I did. I had a night without sleep, and a day facing the ongoing harassment at work. I was feeling so intense, and this is an intense that is beyond anything you can know without suffering from this type of traumatic brain injury. I was so angry, so exhausted, so offended, so tired. I like to walk around Lowe’s on my lunch break because it is close to our new office location. I was in a state and not present. I walked up to the big open doorway to the garden area. and right before I stepped inside a worker stepped right in front of me abruptly and said “you have to move out of the way.” It was a startle on the inside that I can’t explain. I was already not present. I stopped and looked at her. For a brief moment I was going to fight. It’s like I don’t even process what is happening around me. But then she said again in a softer way, “I need you to step aside so they can come through”. Then I looked behind her and saw the forklift. A few seconds later it was like I processed where I was and that I needed to move. So I did. Then I went inside and started talking myself home as I looked at plants.
It is a very real thing that I am going through. The government of the United States has sought my murder, recklessly endangered my life, ordered assassins, and relentlessly harassed and targeted me in any way they can, allowing me to be hunted, used as bait, while withholding connection as a means of psychological and emotional torture —FOR SEVEN YEARS.
I want you to understand what I am dealing with, daily for seven years, and will have to for the rest of my life. And I want you to understand who they are. They are monsters. They are murderers. They are traitors to the nation and guilty of the highest treason against every American.
Today after three hours in line at the DMV they came out to tell us who were in line that the system suddenly crashed and they did not know how long it would take before it would be back up.
It was intentional.
I would like to say that when I finally got called to a window to be helped, this was the first time I’ve ever been helped by someone who felt professional, knowledgeable, sincere, and wanted to help me. It was a relief. Of course while I was there she pointed out that my mailing address was at my old address. Funny that when I was in to change that so I would get my registration this year at the correct address, they changed it for the physical, but left the mailing as my old address –no I did not fill out the paper that way. It is intentional what they have been doing and how they have been targeting me to harass and abuse me through various forms of government. That explains why I never got my paperwork in the mail. Then of course while I was there I had to not only pay my registration, but also the second $325 dollar parking citation for expired tags that were NOT expired, but they intentionally made the system look like it was not paid and told me they would mail the stickers to me when it was not true. This was the last years tags. They intentionally set the system up so when anyone would look up my plates it would appear unpaid, though it was. And not only that, they intentionally targeted me by sending someone to the parking lot I was in while I was inside to give me a $325 expired tag parking ticket TWICE when they knew full well my tags were paid for. Total of $650 paid for expired tags that were not expired. They set it up and it was intentional. Just like the speeding ticket I got the other day. They told the officer to do it.
Whenever ANY form of government becomes destructive to your life, to your liberty, to your pursuit of happiness, it is the right of the people to alter or abolish it. It is not only our right but our duty to establish new guards for our future safety and happiness.
The CIA, FBI, or any Federal Agent, or politician, DO NOT HAVE THE RIGHT TO ABUSE, HARASS, THREATEN, OR HARM, OR MURDER ANY AMERICAN, EVER.
Just because someone gets a job in the government does not mean they are entitled to harm you, harass you or abuse you in any way. On the contrary, they should be subject to greater scrutiny of the law as stewards of our safety and happiness, stewards of our freedom.
If you do not love freedom, then get out.
If you think the government is an avenue for you to abuse power and harm others, harass them, and infringe upon their human rights and their freedom, then you are unfit for any office, title or uniform.
America is about freedom. The America government is not intended to ever be a group of traitors to the people that want to harm the people and stomp out freedom. What has happened to me is very important to every American. They do not love America. They do not love Freedom. They keep up the fake store front for votes because they love the tax dollar. That is the only thing they love. And they will gladly murder soldier and civilian for a dollar.
They continue to withhold connection. They continue to daily harass me in any way they can. They continue to seek ways to see to my murder.
You are without legal right to first become destructive, and then call it classified.
The very act of classification of information is destructive to the country, to freedom, and to every American.
They think they can do as they please to anyone.
The others need to be altered, but this one right here needs to be abolished.
You are a threat to national security, a threat to every American, a threat to freedom, and a danger to all. You are a disgrace to the great ideals that were intended to set this country apart.
ABUSE IS NEVER A RIGHT. ABUSE IS PROHIBITED.
Human rights are never conditional and they are never subject to the whims of the corrupt.
YOU ARE GUILTY OF RECKLESS ENDANGERMENT FOR SEVEN YEARS AND YOU ARE GUILTY OF COUNTLESS GROSS HUMAN RIGHTS VIOLATIONS.
SIGNIFICANT AND TANGIBLE CONSEQUENCES ARE DUE FOR SUCH MALIGN BEHAVIOR.
WHENEVER ANY FORM OF GOVERNMENT BECOMES DESTRUCTIVE TO YOUR LIFE, TO YOUR LIBERTY, OR EVEN TO YOUR PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS, IT IS THE RIGHT OF THE PEOPLE TO ALTER OR ABOLISH IT.
They daily seek out ways to threaten, abuse, harass, mistreat, and murder me while they withhold connection and hold my life in harms way to see if I can survive as a sick game.
LAND OF THE FREE, HOME OF THE BRAVE.
It is cowards that would do this to a civilian Mom, and it is treasonous assholes that are enemies of the people that would seek out ways to abuse power.
PROTECT AND SERVE — this is what men and women of honor do.
If you do not want freedom for all, but only the freedom to abuse what power you have, then you are unfit for any office, title or uniform. You are enemies of freedom and a danger to all.