Image by

“For You formed my inmost being;

You knit me together in my mother’s womb.

I praise You,

for I am fearfully and wonderfully made.”

Psalm 139

Our evolution will take place in the subconscious. The Kingdom is within. We have genes that are like blank pages. They are ignored and considered of no importance, considered less than what has already taken shape –like dark matter. They are places waiting to have the Light shine upon them to see the hidden writing. They are places waiting to be activated.

The Kingdom is within. We are Heavenly places, though we are mingled with spiritual wickedness. “You formed my inmost being.” It is He that created this secret and powerful Kingdom within you. It is only you that can traverse your soul. It is only you that can seek and find a face that can only be found in the mirror. There is no discrimination with the Spirit. All are safe and welcome to put foot to path. All are places the Spirit longs to be with. Without the Spirit of Love, we crave and manifest unhealthy behaviors. The Spirit lacks nothing, but does crave to touch us. No one is beyond this desire found in the Spirit. He sees and He wants to heal, not judge. Nevertheless, He prunes. You are desired. You are wanted. There is no room for a Bride with dimly lit vision that looks upon you with the evil eye and places you in spiritual chains that keeps you from a self love that will manifest the fruit of the Spirit.

There are so many that are unfeeling like ones with a conscience seared with a hot iron. It is only the Spirit that can turn your heart of stone into flesh, something malleable. We were created to evolve out of the subjection of death and into immortals. No, not immortal spirits that we already are that continue on after the body fades. We are on an evolutionary path to become immortals in the flesh that never die.

When we turn inward to a Kingdom, we find a Messiah leading the way to an otherworldly place. It is beyond imagination and more than everything in this Universe combined. We find communication with the Spirit and with all beings.

The Messiah is an ascended Master. Though there are firstfruits, they are of His will and not of their own accord. They are not ascended Masters. Many have embarked on incredible journeys of enlightenment, but none have reached ascension but the Savior alone. His teachings, though many obscured and in mystery leaving them misunderstood by most, are far above any other.

A God who teaches in mystery is longing for a Bride who can reveal Him.

“O LORD, You have searched me

and known me.

You know when I sit and when I rise;

You understand my thoughts from afar.

You search out my path and my lying down;

You are aware of all my ways.

Even before a word is on my tongue,

You know all about it, O LORD.

You hem me in behind and before;

You have laid Your hand upon me.

Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,

too lofty for me to attain.

Where can I go to escape Your Spirit?

Where can I flee from Your presence?

If I ascend to the heavens, You are there;

if I make my bed in Sheol, You are there.

If I rise on the wings of the dawn,

if I settle by the farthest sea,

even there Your hand will guide me;

Your right hand will hold me fast.

If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me,

and the light become night around me”—

even the darkness is not dark to You,

but the night shines like the day,

for darkness is as light to You.

For You formed my inmost being;

You knit me together in my mother’s womb.

I praise You,

for I am fearfully and wonderfully made.

Marvelous are Your works,

and I know this very well.

My frame was not hidden from You

when I was made in secret,

when I was woven together

in the depths of the earth.

Your eyes saw my unformed body;

all my days were written in Your book

and ordained for me

before one of them came to be.

How precious to me are Your thoughts, O God,

how vast is their sum!

If I were to count them,

they would outnumber the grains of sand;

and when I awake,

I am still with You.

O God, that You would slay the wicked—

away from me, you bloodthirsty men—

who speak of You deceitfully;

Your enemies take Your name in vain.

Do I not hate those who hate You, O LORD,

and detest those who rise against You?

I hate them with perfect hatred;

I count them as my enemies.

Search me, O God, and know my heart;

test me and know my concerns.

See if there is any offensive way in me;

lead me in the way everlasting.”

Psalm 139

We are always producing. We ask the Spirit to reveal to us what to uproot and allow Him to heal that we might produce things of Light. We are what we eat and we manifest what we are. What kind of table do you have within? Is it a place that is like a love feast? Or is it a place where you beat yourself up, or partake in self hatred, feeling like you are the reason for someone else’s inability to love? They are only manifesting what they are, not having to do with anything other than what is within. Unfortunately, it is usually due to darkness that someone else sowed in them. And so it goes, darkness and strongholds passed down from generation to generation. But you are here! And we can become set free from it all through weapons that are divinely powerful to the tearing down of strongholds. We have full permission to break cycles and become more. Our destiny does not reside in falsehoods. Our barriers were meant to be broken. If someone is limiting you, understand that they cannot except a limitless existence for themselves, and so must limit all others. We must learn to step over others who are not going places, that we might not be hindered, but reach new heights.

You are not what your parents said to you. You are not what the bully did to you. They were producing the fruit from the seed of darkness that was planted in them and has nothing to do with you. If we partner with the Son of God, we put hand to plow and begin to uproot things that have no place in our paradise within. We can choose to let that deed become a seed of darkness within and steer the course of our being, or we can walk in power and uproot it, deciding what we want our being to look like. No, there is no finality or sentence of condemnation, yes, even if you’ve received a set of consequences here, it is not applicable to the Kingdom within –even if you are behind bars. Walk out your consequences and bear up underneath it knowing your destiny is more than a mistake or consequences that must be dealt with.

Regardless of everything else, we have a right to advance and walk in true power of self realization. Guard your heart for out of it flows the issues of life. Do not let someone else sow their own darkness into you. Learn to not allow seeds of darkness to pass into your heart.

It is not your fault, what someone else is manifesting. You were created to be a vessel filled with love. It is a fountain within. Here is where we break ground.