I have often wondered what that would feel like at this stage in my life, as the person I have become. I have often thought that it would be effort that I would fall in love with. It is a very rare thing. It is also so attractive to me to think of being with someone who knows my whole truth and I won’t have to act like I a something I am not. I am in relentless pursuit of truth and the Spirit. I am engaging with a supernatural destiny. This man is not afraid of it. And he saw me as someone to travel through the Universe for. I’d say that is effort. I’d say that is alluring.