Dan, I petitioned God and requested it so there would be someone who will know how dark that place is that I go. The depression is real. I understand you are perceptive of the paranormal. I want you to transition to also understanding the supernatural. I want you to fully experience the weight that is upon me and those moments when the traumatic impression placed on me is something that produces extreme pain and internal suffering, uncontrollable crying.
I need someone to feel it, know it, and understand.