The truth is that some days the headaches are so horrible, more so than other days. Some days the pain in my heart feels unbearable and the heaviness feels like it breaks my heart all over again. It feels like life has me by the throat and I can’t breathe and I just cry. I sob. I feel so choked that I can hardly swallow. I cry until my eyes are swollen shut. Have you ever cried from such a painful and stressed place that you cause your eyes to swell? I can’t stop tonight. It is grief. It is stress. It is a wounded soul. It is loneliness and the kind of loneliness that is different from being alone.
I’m in so much pain.