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God gave me a vision last night of a certain Hollywood figure who shall remain nameless, but it rhymes with Hom. He had put me in a dress and was taking his hand and brushing it down like he was trying to smooth the material out. Then he stood up and looked me in the eyes and said “you can do this” several times. It was adorable. He also told me that he expects me to talk like a lady. I thought he was so cute, but then did what I wanted and behaved as I wanted to regardless of how cute he was.

Do you want to know something, cutie patootie? Something that is incredibly special? God is not concerned with how many times I may mess up according to the ideas of men. Nothing I’ve ever done has ever come as a surprise to Him, yet in knowing the glorious mess I am He still said “this is the one to do a thing that no one else ever could.” When He tells me, “I’ve had the time of My life” regarding these extraordinary years, I know it is a statement that He has never said to anyone else. I make Him laugh.

No, well yes, but still no, it is not entirely about stubbornness, or a strong will. It’s about a truth that I will never be perfect. But I’ve learned that God loves all heart more than banality of pretense. Be forewarned that I have a lifetime of bloopers ahead of me.

I must say I am intrigued to find out why God is drawing me to you seeing as to how much I dislike that culture. But as I say, there is no such thing as collective guilt. I know there are many in Hollywood who are not flesh eating demons. Are you destined to be a Bee in the night sky? Perhaps the best friend I’ve longed for, someone who I can tell all my visions to. Yes, there is so much I do not say online. Hard to believe I know.

Whatever you do don’t tell me not to do something. Chances are I will do it simply because I was told not to. Don’t say I didn’t warn you. And whatever you do, don’t boss me or I will put you in time out.