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There are those that simply want a certificate of fire insurance to toss in the junk drawer until the moment comes, and then there are those who want to walk through the fire knowing that life abundant is something to reach out and grasp for the now, not a thing to hope for after death.

We must understand that if something is at hand, then it is within reach. It is ripe and ready for the taking.

“””Boasting is necessary, though it is not profitable; but I will go on to visions and revelations of the Lord. I know a man in Christ who fourteen years ago—whether in the body I do not know, or out of the body I do not know, God knows—such a man was caught up to the third heaven. And I know how such a man—whether in the body or apart from the body I do not know, God knows— was caught up into Paradise and heard inexpressible words, which a man is not permitted to speak. “”” –2 Corinthians 12.

Six years ago I was pulled up into a place that I perceive to be the outer edge of that beautiful place. I was pulled out of myself at a speed greater than the speed of light. To feel a power like that is truly inexpressible. That is where I heard a very unique language as I watched it scrolling though the clouds at my feet.

The Heavenly Realm, the Higher Realm, is the third heaven, Paradise. It is a place of co-existence that we were cut off from. But what I really want to talk about right now is the the layer that we call outer space. It is a place that holds many creatures. We must get over ourselves and bad religion to accept that there are people just like us on other planets. I have been shown them many times. There was once a time of unity and interplanetary travel. We are approaching a time of that opening up to us again. However, on this side of the event, we are still subject to a dark realm in these outer limits.

“””And the great dragon was hurled down– the ancient serpent called the devil and Satan, the deceiver of the whole world. He was hurled to the earth, and his angels with him.””” –Revelation 12:9. We must understand there was a great war in Heaven that put mankind into a quarantine and a sleep, under a spell until due time. This is their strategy for our evolution out of war and into peace. In the ancient days there was interplanetary travel and a co-existence with the Higher Realm. “””A great sign appeared in heaven: a woman clothed with the sun, and the moon under her feet, and on her head a crown of twelve stars; and she was with child; and she cried out, being in labor and in pain to give birth.””” -Revelation 12. She (the Spirit Bride) was always intended to be a Universal Body.

He is ever increasing my knowledge of the dark realm, how it acts upon the subconscious, and how very great this spiritual war really is. Mankind is asleep. Most lack not only the ability to perceive it all, but the desire to. After all I have been shown, I am still amazed by it, but I think I understand what He is trying to show me. I keep asking Him how I am supposed to deal with seeing all that I am seeing and ask for wisdom rather than simply to be annoyed by it. Believe me when I say this, it is extremely difficult to see the intent of the heart of others and not respond to it. Even now I am dealing with Screwtape and Wormwood at my place of employment. Those of you that have read Lewis’ book understand the reference. My first reaction to this was sheer exhaustion and my frustration level was through the roof. For one, I am so tired and worn thin from this very unique journey. Secondly, really? I will be the first to admit that adulting is hard, but at what point do you grow up and act ethically in the work place? I have always said concerning the work place, you don’t have to like others, but yes, you need to act professionally. I hold to this truth, to be a leader in any capacity, to supervise others, one must be of integrity and seek the highest good of all. Those who act childishly, pitting others against each other, trying to gaslight others, gossiping, creating drama, etc.— are bullies. True leaders quickly stop these things from taking root amongst employees, seeking to create a positive workplace and morale –not the one perpetuating foolishness.

Then He showed me that this is not about “liking” me. He showed me how they were under the influence of the demonic. This demon was so foul to look at. There was one day I perceived the smell of it. This in a way gave me a compassion towards them that I was struggling to muster. He is able to separate marrow from the bone. He is teaching me how to see the person and separate them from the deeds. They are more. They are more than their sleepwalking, more than their demonic play, and yes, even more than their willful desire to entertain the childish nature. What He is also showing me is that the bully is really the one most governed by fear and insecurities. That is what it all boils down to. Perhaps this round of foolishness is pushing me into a higher place above it all, but how sad to exist in such a state as they. Nevertheless, He works all things for good for those who love Him. Maybe in how I’ve grown from their antics, He will also use the situation in some way to give them the experience they need to grow. Tell me, would you ever argue with a fly? As you know, I am somewhere on the autism spectrum, something different with my 7q11, and I struggle with ADHD, which is kind of my kryptonite, but also my super power. I have this ability to have extreme hyperfocus that causes me to also not be able to focus on anything else. I have said several times that I am downloading things from the Universe, saving lives around the world, intercepting terror, intercepting assassination attempts on my life, and all the while trying to hone in and focus on my secular job with maximum effort to not only be successful, but because I sincerely desire to do a great job. I want to learn. I want to be effective. I want to be helpful. I struggle sometimes with focus when a million tabs are open. I have been perceived as rude when expressing that I want to wear headphones and block everything out. I want to get to know people. I want to talk. I want connection. But I also experience extreme frustration when faced with a lot of random interruptions. Screwtape and Wormwood know this and whisper and send others in my office for random reasons just to interrupt me. I am high functioning. And then on top of it to have God show me the true intent behind it, I have been so very frustrated. True leaders seek the success of all and the advancement of the team. They don’t play games. High School was a hundred years ago for these gals, I wish they would graduate.

It’s not that I don’t like working with others, but the key word there is working. Do you want to know the silver lining to it all? There are these women there that are truly amazing. I find myself saying, this is someone I can learn a lot from. I have four in my supervisory chain of command and 3 out of 4 are amazing. Why am I so frustrated with the antics of the one and her minion? I call her Nancy 2.0, and if you know, you know. And then I assist two Medical Investigators that are amazing. No, I don’t want to be bullied and no, I don’t want to be sabotaged from a level of productivity that I feel driven to. So, here is where I am with it all: striving to see them in their inherent value that cannot be taken away –separating the person from the actions, pour out grace, walk above the pettiness and teenage drama antics, pray for God to intervene so I can focus and have maximum effort, still have spots of communications with those I think are super to get to know them as people, and rise. I don’t want to be pushed out. I know that is their intent. How sad –to want to irritate me enough to get me to leave. At first that was my reaction because I am tired and I want to work with a great group of people that want to grow and help each other achieve success. But they are a great group of people that shouldn’t be spoiled by a rotten apple.

Surprisingly this week, even while perceiving the whispers and the intent, I walked above all the antics with joy and peace in my heart. It was the greatest week and I got to work with one of my supervisors on a project and felt so productive. It was awesome. This spiritual war has been so confusing and challenging to me. On one hand I think, “what a jerk, grow up.” Then on the other hand I think, “wow, they really do not know what they are doing, just as Christ said of those beating him to death on the cross.” It is pitiful to me to be in such a state. So, I ask Him to give me wisdom, and how do you set the bully free from their fear and insecurities? I can’t wait to know the answer to that. The truth is that fear is a portal and gives them a foothold. It is a Kingdom within. We are portals. We are either a Heavenly conduit, or a demonic host.

What am I leading up to with this post that has gone from astral traveling as described by the ancient biblical scripts to bullies in the workplace?

“””Put on the full armor of God, so that you can make your stand against the devil’s schemes.  For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this world’s darkness, and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. Therefore take up the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you will be able to stand your ground, and having done everything, to stand.…””” –Ephesians.

Stand my ground, I will.

I am heading into a destiny that is not one of words that cannot be uttered by man, but one that will speak of things not yet spoken. I will walk above this spiritual war to establish an inheritance that has yet to be held by anyone, and not be bugged by the pestilence any more. Pesky indeed. Like flies to a pile of shit, they act upon my life in ways that cleanse my path and keep me from stepping in the stench they crave.

I have been granted the right to travel to and from the Heavenly Realm. I have perceived this spiritual war like no other. He is showing me how petty and small these earthly attacks are through humans under their governance within the subconscious. Early this morning I was shown outer space and there before me were three huge things I don’t know how to describe. They were like objects created out of space. They are difficult to explain. They were like different pieces of space with a slightly different hue that they could be seen. They were oddly shaped and one was similar to a 3 dimensional rectangle. Then right after seeing this I was shown a dark lord in outer space. He had a high collar that framed his head and was almost robotic, but definitely organic like us. He is the cause of these obstacles. He is aware of how I am advancing beyond their tactics to keep me distracted and is creating obstacles to keep me from the space travel and from travel to the Heavenly Realm.

Perhaps it really is Star Wars.

How asleep mankind has been. It was a very powerful spell the Magician put us under. They do not want us to awaken and take hold of our inheritance because the Universe will be ours.

This is the Resistance.